Help

I don’t know what hurts me the most, seeing you offline on MSN or seeing you online and not being able to talk to you like I used to.
It hurts me so much to know that we used to be so close, i used to know you so well, and now we’re like strangers.
It hurts to know that you’re not mine anymore, and that now someone else is in your head, in your heart.
I think about you all the time, and i wonder if you’re ever thinking about me, or about us.
I can’t believe everything you once felt about me is gone.
Where did it go? how did you do it?
How can you stop yourself from loving someone?Cause i still, with all my heart, love you.
And i tried my best to change that, but nothing works.
I need you in my life, i need your love.
It’s sad to think that you will never be mine again, it’s sad to think that you will never love me again like you used to.
I don’t know what else I’m supposed to do, i don’t want to be like this anymore, i want to meet new people, i want to fall in love again, with someone else, but i look for you in everyone i meet, I know how to live without you, but it’s not the same, something is missing, i want to feel loved again, i want to love again, I want to be able to stop thinking about you, to stop caring about you, to stop loving you.
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